All my emotions, wanting to burst out, but I just can’t because I don’t want my family to worry. Worry about all these thoughts running through my head. I hate coming to school everyday. I hate myself for what I did and I just can’t take it. I’m worried my thoughts will take over me and I’ll just brake. Trying to hold it all in right now, but I know once I get home I’ll just let it all out and just brake into tears again. No idea how it feels to come home with my parents always making me not good enough or I’m just a complete failure. Which I am, there’s really no point in being here, going to school with all these people putting you down like it’s all normal. It kills, and I only have myself to blame for that. I just hope I get to leave soon, I guess that might take all this pain away….